·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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here i am again..sad..depressed about nothing that is ironicaly everything to me..see i told you about yesterday right?about him texting me..well it all ended with him saying goodnight and accompanied by his words that he would talk to me today..i dont know maybe its just pms or whatevr but surprisingly im sad..depressed..the stories ive read also helped i think..i dunno im getting addicted to fanfic [again actually] back to my point..i cant help it..i automatically trust anything that he said to me..im guillable in a sort of too-guillable-its-fun-for-others kind..i cant help me..PPG help me..pls..i cant take it anymore sometimes because eventhough i know that i should ignore him and just stop trusting this idiot..i cant...my rational side is always telling me that..telling me to stop or else ill get hurt..over and over again..but i cant stop it..his addictive..a drug speacially made for my system..and i hate it..i despise it and im not just saying that..im genuinely pissed about it..sometimes i just want to tell him to stop because he's hurting me and himself in the process of doing waht he does..did i tell you that everytime that i recieve a text from him i instantly picture him in my head..the worst part is..i dont picture him alone just smiling unlike i did before..now i always picture him with his girl..i would always see in my mind him and her standing in front of me..while i try my best to not look at them..im hurt..im addicted..i still love him and im not ashamed now..because its true..and theres no way of hiding that..ive got it bad and i hate it
on the lighter side[morning hey its just this night that i felt the depression cuz..the day's about to come to a close..get it?] somehow who i never ever expected message me today..his name is lucky neil..he's cute..i mean my-definition-of-cute cute and i think that kinda made my morning hehe =] anyway ill update you later on whats going to happen to me..but for now.ill just try and enterteain myself with the mindless rambling of teens today on irc..one last thing i hate the name glenn because its too common..hate it..
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after30.5.04....
well its officialy the 30'th of may now..and just a few hours ago i watched shrek 2..hillarious! i couldnt stop myself from laughing speacially when puss came i the pic hahah =] he's so damn cute!and yeah just a tip for those who are planing to watch it..stay awhile and let the credits roll coz theres an extra thing at the middle of the credits..its a short continuation of what happened after the..okay i think im saying a lil too much here so ill just stop..anyway did i tell you that this is supposedly the day that im gonna celebrate our aniv..well if i hadnt broke up with him..hey it wasnt my fault..he was the one who cheated on me with a girl that looks like a gay by the way..whatever..yeah and i learned something from what i read the other day..that everyone needs pain..it helps us in some way..it makes us realize that we are experiencing something that is happy because theres something that you could compare it to and realize that..its a happy momment..did that made sense?whatevr..neiwey..im starting to get pissed with people and thier low understanding on what the busy sign near your name in ym means..hello!it was put there for a reason!why bother someone who is broadcasting to everyone that she's busy...bwaaahh people today could be either so dumb or inconsiderate sometimes what ever maybe im pms-ing whatever..hopefully everything would pass later when i get some sleep in my system..
oh yeah my ex texted me today..of all the day to tell me that he's sorry..it just have to be today..the day that i first said 'yeah iluvu too' well he sent me a quote and being the civil person that i am i replied with a quote then he replied something like does he ever have a chance to be forgiven or whatevr..i said i dunno [cuz really i dont..promise]..maybe..ask the moon[i knw i knw..bad timing with the jokes and all but i couldnt help it] then he replied something like what can he do for me to forgive him..it took me a long time to reply coz i asked my friend pao for an opinion and she said that i should forgive him..its like the best thing..and somehow..knowing that i could do that and there's someone backing me up with my decision i said to him that i could forgive him..but i would certainly not forget..so.watcha think?am i right to say that..because to tell you the truth..somewhere inside me..the part that still cares for him reaaalllyy wanted to forgive him..and my rational and stubborn side wasnt ready..so..i dunno..lets ask the moon! maybe it knows the answer to the eternal question..
hmm ive been thinking lately about a boy that once fell for me and i almost did but realized that im just infatuated so the 'us' part never happened..but now..i think im falling for him..again or infatuated..again..he just broke up with his current gf..and i know for a fact that he still loves her..i dunno..ill get back on that later when i know what it really is...for now all i can say is..SAYANG!well theres no use crying over spilled milk..
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after30.5.04....