.:: life is a beach ::.

30.5.04

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well its officialy the 30'th of may now..and just a few hours ago i watched shrek 2..hillarious! i couldnt stop myself from laughing speacially when puss came i the pic hahah =] he's so damn cute!and yeah just a tip for those who are planing to watch it..stay awhile and let the credits roll coz theres an extra thing at the middle of the credits..its a short continuation of what happened after the..okay i think im saying a lil too much here so ill just stop..anyway did i tell you that this is supposedly the day that im gonna celebrate our aniv..well if i hadnt broke up with him..hey it wasnt my fault..he was the one who cheated on me with a girl that looks like a gay by the way..whatever..yeah and i learned something from what i read the other day..that everyone needs pain..it helps us in some way..it makes us realize that we are experiencing something that is happy because theres something that you could compare it to and realize that..its a happy momment..did that made sense?whatevr..neiwey..im starting to get pissed with people and thier low understanding on what the busy sign near your name in ym means..hello!it was put there for a reason!why bother someone who is broadcasting to everyone that she's busy...bwaaahh people today could be either so dumb or inconsiderate sometimes what ever maybe im pms-ing whatever..hopefully everything would pass later when i get some sleep in my system..
oh yeah my ex texted me today..of all the day to tell me that he's sorry..it just have to be today..the day that i first said 'yeah iluvu too' well he sent me a quote and being the civil person that i am i replied with a quote then he replied something like does he ever have a chance to be forgiven or whatevr..i said i dunno [cuz really i dont..promise]..maybe..ask the moon[i knw i knw..bad timing with the jokes and all but i couldnt help it] then he replied something like what can he do for me to forgive him..it took me a long time to reply coz i asked my friend pao for an opinion and she said that i should forgive him..its like the best thing..and somehow..knowing that i could do that and there's someone backing me up with my decision i said to him that i could forgive him..but i would certainly not forget..so.watcha think?am i right to say that..because to tell you the truth..somewhere inside me..the part that still cares for him reaaalllyy wanted to forgive him..and my rational and stubborn side wasnt ready..so..i dunno..lets ask the moon! maybe it knows the answer to the eternal question..
hmm ive been thinking lately about a boy that once fell for me and i almost did but realized that im just infatuated so the 'us' part never happened..but now..i think im falling for him..again or infatuated..again..he just broke up with his current gf..and i know for a fact that he still loves her..i dunno..ill get back on that later when i know what it really is...for now all i can say is..SAYANG!well theres no use crying over spilled milk..

[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]

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