·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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my blog is weird...really you see the other night my blog is all honky dorry then now its all nutts and i cant see my blog which i should emphasize the reason that you are here right?i dunno maybe its just our navigator but i dont know!stupid skin..i worked hard on this..so if ever ill reach the point that im tired of editing it ill just get a skin from www.blogskins.com
my cousin is already here :D im happy because he's funny and he would surely bright up [if that's humanly possible..] our home hehehe another clown in the house..i just hope that he'll get use to us sleeping all the time and doing nothing but stare at our tv and eat..hey its a great job!i wouldnt trade it for anything..well except maybe a boy toy or a working slot at pixar hahhaha oh yeah my other cousin me-an is trying to convince his dad to let her stay here for a week just to hang out or whatever haha like a last minute vacation.its fine by us!our house is always open to anyone hehe =]
hmm im starting school tommorow..im not excited but i cant exactly say that im not looking forward to it..cuz hey its a new school and somehow there would be atlist a new face to see and maybe a new boy to drool on hehehe im looking forward to that heheh so ill end it here so i could join my cousins who are having a blast [laughing all the way hehe] while playing sponge bob hihihih =]
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after13.6.04....
im starting to hate html more and more today..it took me anout 3 days just to finish my template but up to now i still cant get my tag-board to work without my whole blog missing or shrinking or whatever...
i havent watched troy yet...and i dont think i could watch it today because my sis's friends are coming over to shoot a video for my sis's video class...i envy her there..she has all the class that i wanted ever first it was drawing then it was photography now its video..i dont know..i really like my future to be going to the artsy way but my mom is still inlove with the thought of me making them money by selling me to nursing..i just hope that i still have a slot in us for that nursing job because nursing here in the philippine sucks bigtime..speaking of futures..i really really want to work on pixar animation studios..i know a lil farfetched but hey its my dream...well my plan now is go on with the nursing shit then maybe when i establish myself well enough in the states im gonna take up some art thing as a hobby or whatever like that girl ive watched on oprah where she's a doctor at the morning but dj at night..that would be so cool...but now..all i can do is enjoy the present and see what the future has in store for me..
ive been having the feeling that my mom doesnt really give a damn about my sis[older] it was a joke at first but with what i learned today..im thinking maybe that joke isnt really that far from reality..you see its like this my sis is in desperate need of a video cam today to start shooting for her homework..so my dad/mom said that they would just borrow the video cam of our aunt who migrated in hk[again after that sars thing] that they left behind in laguna..but when they asked the one that supposedly has the cam she said that she was in the province so we cant get the cam until tom..that pissed my sister off because she already has a plan earlier about borrowing our coach's cam..since she really really need the cam today she still went to our coach's house [eventhough its raining] so when my parents came back from their bed hunting[for my sister cuz her bed is going to our cousin who would be staying here because he'll be studying at perpetual] they learned that my sis have left for the video cam and naturally my mom was pissed because she couldnt understand the reason why my sis really needs that camera now..and my dad was calm..i mean its like..'oh ok..' and just asked a lil detail about where she's going blah blah...so anyway..when i talked to ate lea about my sis she said to me that she already told my mom that they should fetch my sis[wherever she is now]because it was raining really hard but she said something like 'hmpf!she did that to herself let her go home by herself' and to think my dad was trying to contact her so he would fetch her..shit..i dont really want to think about it that much cuz maybe my mom's just having a bad day but i dont know..
i thing happened yesterday that made me think that maybe guys are like that they give you some kind of signs that they dig you then our overactive imagination interpret it to many romantic things..
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after12.6.04....
ive been working hard on my new template..hope that u guys like it hehe it was hard and the html was a pain but i managed with a lil help from my sis ofcourse...thanks =] i hope the java thing works...
im gonna watch troy this night[i think...] and i cant wait to see orlando bloom again [sigh] eventhough he plays paris and we all know what he did in the movie and brad pitt who plays the wonderful and dashing achilles..all i can say is wow...and the good thing is..i can pause it when they come on screen and drool all i want hahahahah cant wait! wonderful! wonderful!
almost forgot..ive been eating all day!its amazing that im not as big as a ball right now...ive been eating my summer vacation away..hahah i think its because i have nothing to do..so im just hungry...bwaaahhh...well we went to town today to do something but all we end up is buying a cheeseroll with frosting and mamon with frosting and eating at manhan wow...must be my third stomach acting up again
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after11.6.04....
hehe sori for the late update..ive been lazy heheh so sue me..my summer is almost comming to a close so im savoring every minute of it by not doing anything harhar =]
last sat was dyan's [our dear el capitan] debut heheh it was soooo coooool!i got to see my batchmates that was there and i saw dyan's addorable cousin that looks like dao ming xi heheh he's so cute...nothing really spectacular happened except for the fact that one of my teamate got drunk and i mean reaaallly drunk [sleep cheering?whats up with that?!] hehe ang the other two was just tipsy and started flirting with guys [whom we all didnt approve of because..yuck!] jet and fran gave dyan a dog that still has no particular name [we still like the name cloa or meinard or booger but dyan said it was ironically shaq considering that the dog was a tiny shitzu] anyway whatever...its just sweet =] o yeah my friend pao was considered now a 'hotchiq' because of all that guy that oggled around her and asked for her number and i was like..'now you notice' cuz shes been pretty ever since and they were all blind if they didnt see that hehe [and pao ur preety dont argue with me..u dont look like a foot ayt?] ok we slept at about 4 in the morning and woke up about 8 to have breakfast and surprise surprise john[dao] joined us..he sat in front of me which was next to pao...all i can say is...GOOD MORNING! yep so we stayed there until our parent picked us up [i think that was 3 or something] and i reaaly didnt want to leave and its not because of john..its because thier house rocks! i mean they got almost everything that i want in a house..well except the tub,a halfcourt and a pool but still considering the limited space..i liked it!
neiwey..my sis is gonna use the pc cuz ive been hogging it for almost 12 hours hehe so sue me..i was reading a very long but good fanfic hehehe =] so later days!
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after9.6.04....
i have a splitting headeache today..dunno..must be the weather or something..hope im not sick or anything because dyan's debut is about in 2 days..o yeah my mom and me had a shoping spree this afternoon and now i have one new top and 3 sandals and a book by stephen king my favorite author..cant wait to start it..i have a feeling that it would be a good read..oo yeah the book has a weird dedication to it..i think its for someone named dianne from a friend the surprising part is that it was given to dianne i think in christmas of 1983..i wasnt even born yet and that book was already alive..wow..i should keep that as an antique or something hahhahaha
yesterday we watched harry potter and as always i was drooling because of draco..he was so cute![especially on that snowy scene with ron and hermione heheh like that cap look]eventhough he looked like a wimp in that particular movie..he was still cute and did i say that almost everyone in the film became a tad handsomer or whatever..heck even ron!i was a lil bit disapointed because when i read the book i was so amazed or whatever when harry made the STALLION come out of his wand..but no in the movie it was a deer..a deer?!my sis joked that maybe in mexico a stallion is a deer[the new direstor is mexican] and dementors doesnt fly..they just hover..but all in all it was a good movie just sucks that jk rowling let all that things happened i mean she was always consulted about those things but she let it happened anyway..anyway still a good movie the cinematography was great!makes me want to work on pixar a lil more..shit..such a far away dream...anyway thats all for now..
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after3.6.04....
i hate it when people gives you thier word like 'yeah ill ___ i promise' i know that i have no right to be upset..but honestly i am..bullshit right?im sad..again and not because of the same person i was upset about the other day..im upset because..i think i was right about what i told you the other day..im infatuated and dangerously coming to the line that divides it from falling..and somehow..im enjoying it in a sick sadistic kind of way..cant help it if i easily fall..but now that i think about it..i think that im just countinuing[tama b?] or rekindling an old flame that i abruptly put an end on..and so here i am..starting to fall..all over again..with no one to catch me..damn
oh yeah a special HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our el capitan..dyan encarnacion who's officially 18 now =] have a nice day dude =] ill be crashing your debut on saturday wahahahhahah =] anyway i think this day is a rollercoaster ride..i was kinda happy that my friends suddenlly rembered that i excist in this world and that i still have a phone that they could text or send some sweet nothings to heheh anyway thanks for that highly appreciated especially today =] anyway..i think ill just sleep this whatever im feeling and see whats in store for me tommorow..or sleep now so i could see my daaarrllliinnng draco malfoy's face tommorow wahahahah gonna watch hp and i cant wait wahahahhah =]
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after2.6.04....
hey its roxy's HBD today!happy birthday you silly silly girl hehe =] yeah i woke up late again today..so sue me..i was talking to pampi up to 2 or something the other night i dunno we just talked about anything ..and i realize something..i really did liked lorenz back then..it was when he was so fascinated with my hand and i didnt care if he holds it and kinda plays with it..it was nice i have to admit it..he was one of the person that my mind really didnt care about if he touched me..cuz did i told you that i get dizzy spells sometimes when someone touches me?i dunno weird..it makes me think that sometimes i may not be human..not being used to contact and all..but the weird thing is that if i initiate it i dont get that dizzy spell..anyway back to my point..i liked him but when we became commuting buddies i just disappeared..even with the time that when my sis left us on the food court at sm[he joined me my lil sis one time and we havent ate yet so we ate at sm which was on the way] and we actually looked like we were dating i didnt care..we were friends then and up until now..but it was kinda uncomfortable for him i think because he kept on asking where my sis went..and i was like[while eating] 'went to buy something' then after that we just talked and everything..anyway i went to southville today to get my sked today..and isnt it just my luck..it was raining kinda hard so we[me and my sis who also was about to go to school] was forced to bring an umbrella a light jacket[or whatevr] anyway on friendship, i dunno but for some reason the driver were all lazy i think to take one costumer at a time so we end up taking the back ride and take note that it was me my older sis and the driver that was ridding on that motorbike..agh!hard as i might to keep myself dry so i would atleast look presentable in school..i still got wet and to make matters worse..the tryc behind us..that was near ours in the terminal only has one passenger..bullshit!and to think i paid 11 pesos for that miserable ride..anyway so on casimiro we parted ways because my sis have to cross the other side..so i walked to the casimiro tryc terminal..so there i was..waiting or rather thinking on what tryc im gonna ride..then this one man assist me to one of the tryc saying that it was the 'special' ride so i went in and we were waiting for the other tryc to go already when this girl sat beside me..the driver said that it was special but being the kind person that i am i just allowed the girl to sit there because doi!we were both going to southville anyway..okay so on the tryc i asked the driver how much the ride is..he said it was 20 pesos..i was like 20?! bullshit..i just brought enough money to comute from my house and back..but what can i do right i was already on the tryc..so on southville i went and asked the guards where im going to get my sked so 'kuya-guard' assisted me to where and there i got my sked and signed a paper with my classmates names on it..i was lucky to know that i know atleast 5 people there i noticed that i was in the same class with my eating buddy[aif] 2 of my kada[popo and bea] and jess who was a former classmate and seatmate..so when i got my sked i asked the miss if that's all and she said yeah..i was like 'ugh!i got wet and all for a piece of paper that they could have just posted on the internet so they wouldnt bother all of their students or something...stupid school' so i was thinking on how i would manage to go home with only 9 pesos on my pocket..so with no other option i walked from southville up to the casimiro convinient store..oh yeah did i say that it was hell inside my jacket..it was hot..and i cant cant wear it cuz i was just wearing a razor-back shirt and i cant go walking on the streets [which amazingly has a lot of car repair whatevr..i dunno i lost count on four] looking like that so no choice..have to wear that hell of a jacket and walk i think for a mile of whatevr..so when i got to the intersection i decided to just ride a jeepney to moonwlk and ride an ornidary tryc so i wouldnt have to get more money from my sis[who in fact already lend me 40] anyway on the jeepney i paid my 5 pesos expecting that i would wtill get my 1 peso back to make my money 5..big mistake..i forgot that all the jeepneys increased thier fair to 5..i forgot..so i only have 4 pesos in my pocket..no even enough for a measly ordinary tryc ride..so i was forced to take the special that was [also] 20 and when i got home i sprinted inside to get the money to pay the driver..so..all in all i wasted time [hey 2 hours is a big thing]and money just to get a stupid piece of paper..stupid school!
o yeah my lil sis is watching the eye on vcd[i dunno she had suddeninterest to watch some movies on dvd]..and while i was waiting for the damn surf maxx to connect i decided to join her..and watch a lil bit..when the elevator scene came..she hid under her comforter and pillows and i said 'you sissy!watch this part its cool' but being her and all she just hid and a muffled voice answered 'i am a sissy!that was hte only part that i didnt watch on the first time we watched it' and i dont hink she ever has a plan to watch it..so just hid there and i think minutes later..here she are..sleeping..hmmm and we were planning to watch the eye 2 on the big screen..i dont think that her little head could do that..hehe =] oh yeah..im still waiting for that special movie that would scare me shitless because even the grudge[that they said was a scary film] i didnt even feel an ounce of screem from my mouth..even when i watched the tale of the 2 sis and the grudge 2 on the big screen [and i must empasize that i was alone that time] i didnt screem eventhough almost all of the people in the cinema was screeming..i was like...bored..movies today..hehe so bring it on!
anyway its just 3 on my watch..hopefully something good will happen later on to turm this weird day around ;]
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]
Another Beach Bum slept after1.6.04....