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1.6.04

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hey its roxy's HBD today!happy birthday you silly silly girl hehe =] yeah i woke up late again today..so sue me..i was talking to pampi up to 2 or something the other night i dunno we just talked about anything ..and i realize something..i really did liked lorenz back then..it was when he was so fascinated with my hand and i didnt care if he holds it and kinda plays with it..it was nice i have to admit it..he was one of the person that my mind really didnt care about if he touched me..cuz did i told you that i get dizzy spells sometimes when someone touches me?i dunno weird..it makes me think that sometimes i may not be human..not being used to contact and all..but the weird thing is that if i initiate it i dont get that dizzy spell..anyway back to my point..i liked him but when we became commuting buddies i just disappeared..even with the time that when my sis left us on the food court at sm[he joined me my lil sis one time and we havent ate yet so we ate at sm which was on the way] and we actually looked like we were dating i didnt care..we were friends then and up until now..but it was kinda uncomfortable for him i think because he kept on asking where my sis went..and i was like[while eating] 'went to buy something' then after that we just talked and everything..anyway i went to southville today to get my sked today..and isnt it just my luck..it was raining kinda hard so we[me and my sis who also was about to go to school] was forced to bring an umbrella a light jacket[or whatevr] anyway on friendship, i dunno but for some reason the driver were all lazy i think to take one costumer at a time so we end up taking the back ride and take note that it was me my older sis and the driver that was ridding on that motorbike..agh!hard as i might to keep myself dry so i would atleast look presentable in school..i still got wet and to make matters worse..the tryc behind us..that was near ours in the terminal only has one passenger..bullshit!and to think i paid 11 pesos for that miserable ride..anyway so on casimiro we parted ways because my sis have to cross the other side..so i walked to the casimiro tryc terminal..so there i was..waiting or rather thinking on what tryc im gonna ride..then this one man assist me to one of the tryc saying that it was the 'special' ride so i went in and we were waiting for the other tryc to go already when this girl sat beside me..the driver said that it was special but being the kind person that i am i just allowed the girl to sit there because doi!we were both going to southville anyway..okay so on the tryc i asked the driver how much the ride is..he said it was 20 pesos..i was like 20?! bullshit..i just brought enough money to comute from my house and back..but what can i do right i was already on the tryc..so on southville i went and asked the guards where im going to get my sked so 'kuya-guard' assisted me to where and there i got my sked and signed a paper with my classmates names on it..i was lucky to know that i know atleast 5 people there i noticed that i was in the same class with my eating buddy[aif] 2 of my kada[popo and bea] and jess who was a former classmate and seatmate..so when i got my sked i asked the miss if that's all and she said yeah..i was like 'ugh!i got wet and all for a piece of paper that they could have just posted on the internet so they wouldnt bother all of their students or something...stupid school' so i was thinking on how i would manage to go home with only 9 pesos on my pocket..so with no other option i walked from southville up to the casimiro convinient store..oh yeah did i say that it was hell inside my jacket..it was hot..and i cant cant wear it cuz i was just wearing a razor-back shirt and i cant go walking on the streets [which amazingly has a lot of car repair whatevr..i dunno i lost count on four] looking like that so no choice..have to wear that hell of a jacket and walk i think for a mile of whatevr..so when i got to the intersection i decided to just ride a jeepney to moonwlk and ride an ornidary tryc so i wouldnt have to get more money from my sis[who in fact already lend me 40] anyway on the jeepney i paid my 5 pesos expecting that i would wtill get my 1 peso back to make my money 5..big mistake..i forgot that all the jeepneys increased thier fair to 5..i forgot..so i only have 4 pesos in my pocket..no even enough for a measly ordinary tryc ride..so i was forced to take the special that was [also] 20 and when i got home i sprinted inside to get the money to pay the driver..so..all in all i wasted time [hey 2 hours is a big thing]and money just to get a stupid piece of paper..stupid school!
o yeah my lil sis is watching the eye on vcd[i dunno she had suddeninterest to watch some movies on dvd]..and while i was waiting for the damn surf maxx to connect i decided to join her..and watch a lil bit..when the elevator scene came..she hid under her comforter and pillows and i said 'you sissy!watch this part its cool' but being her and all she just hid and a muffled voice answered 'i am a sissy!that was hte only part that i didnt watch on the first time we watched it' and i dont hink she ever has a plan to watch it..so just hid there and i think minutes later..here she are..sleeping..hmmm and we were planning to watch the eye 2 on the big screen..i dont think that her little head could do that..hehe =] oh yeah..im still waiting for that special movie that would scare me shitless because even the grudge[that they said was a scary film] i didnt even feel an ounce of screem from my mouth..even when i watched the tale of the 2 sis and the grudge 2 on the big screen [and i must empasize that i was alone that time] i didnt screem eventhough almost all of the people in the cinema was screeming..i was like...bored..movies today..hehe so bring it on!
anyway its just 3 on my watch..hopefully something good will happen later on to turm this weird day around ;]
[i hate you but i love you i cant stop thinking of you its true im stuck on you]

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