·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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ok...ive been really lazy this past few days or rather i cant take my sister off the pc [ i think this is the only thing that makes her sane while she's stuck in here..]
so ill just summarize the things that i remembered
soccer:
i alreasy bought my very first soccer shoes..it was so cool to play with one...you really feel like a player...i bought it on tuesday right before our training...nothing much happened that day except that i was hit by the ball on the face...*sigh* and im suppose to play on lasalle now..but unfortunatelly...our papaer wasnt approved by the school...stupid..i was excited and all for that...but o well...
concert:
went to the kitchienadal-rivermaya concert.it was so cool! ive bnever saw bene with taht so many people...imagine this...a gym with 2 basketball court with a runway inbetween...plus the stage and 2 bleachers on each side...so ok got that on mind?the bleachers was full...and the only path that you could walk without bumping into someone was the little space between the booths and the edge of the basketball court...that so many people...the tickets was sold out [1,500 tickets] and some paper ticket that they've made so they resorted to stamps...*sigh* but i really did love that day...not just because i saw japs of rivermaya [omg...] but because i saw my west barkada and some of my batchmates...and we didnt just go and walk away but we really did stop and joked around...hehehe love them all :D
bangs
all and all they [trisha and pao,etc] said that it suits me...and pampi just smiled wen he saw me and tapped my head...do i really look like a kid? oh yeah someone asked me why do i keep on blocking my eyes when i take my pic...so im gonna upload a new pic later..when im in the proper set of mind hehehhe...i just woke up..
games......
im planning on buying that 'harvest moon' on gba...the thing is...its worth like 700 something and i dont have a cent...like hell....the ps2 thing also..were also planning on buying that....yeah and im pressuring my parents to buy me a new fone...simply because i need one...shux....I NEED MONEY
i think our pc's whacked...it kept on refreshing the other day...and now i cant ever open my friendster account...help?
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after23.1.05....
finally got that haircut heheheh i officially have bangs now...well it not that weird...but still was morbid about the gay guy cutting my hair...*sigh* my mom saw it just now...and said something like its not good or something and im like whatever...ate lea said i looked more like a kid now...hey i dont care heheheh im still me just with the bangs...and im kinda liking it..even if other people wont or will like it..hehhehe so here's a preview of my new doo....hope you already ate your lunch or something hehehehe :D
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after16.1.05....
all i can say is...whoa!
i think lady luck was on my side today...why?i made a goal!as in i kicked the black and white ball into the big net...shit!my shinning momment =] heheheh loved that but i suck..and i kid you not...i really do...i cant kick the ball properly but im gonna try to improve my 'soccer skills' in hope that i could be a good player one day...hmmm i think that all it needs is more practice...and foot control...and not try to grab the ball liek in basketball hahahhahahhaha [yep did that almost 5 times..i suck]
im starting to love that game hehehhe :D
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after13.1.05....
The chemistry teacher the evaluation and all that fucked up self-love
Ok ok…I know this could mean my own well demise [or doom] on chemistry but it just have to be said…first thing first in our school we have this stupid evaluation thing in which we evaluate our dear [barf here] teacher on how they run things in their respective classes…it pisses me off well mainly because its pointless for me..the only good thing that I get out of it is that we are released early because well this girl comes in with all that paper [such a big waste of all that good paper and trees..] and the teacher smiles and exits gracefully or in some other cases some teachers say some last words for well some better remarks from us….being the lazy students that we are…we just scribble 4-5 randomly or if we hate a particular teacher we inch it a lil bit lower than the usual 3-5 ok….so on with my story
My teacher in chemistry teaches in lasalle main and always thinks she’s all that because of it…but I think the worst thing happened to her when she got the result from our class…what you might ask…well she got a 4.05 from our class which is from what she said is low from her usual 4.5 average [fyi out of 5] so first thing in the morning she talks and talk all about the fact that this is a big disappointment for her because apparently for her she always deserve something better…and im ok dude I get your point…cant we just go on and leave this shit behind because frankly for the first time after my xmas break im actually willing to listen to your blabber..but no she has got to talk and complain about that stupid evaluation and say something like ‘you suck because people in lasalle are like this like that’ and we were all what the fuck? What the hell do we care? You want them so much then go there and teach until you bleed…I mean that’s pointless…I don’t think that she should take it so personally…its just a fricking set of numbers…it not some big shit that could cause your whole world to come crumbling down….anyway so I just ate my curly tops and went my merry little way forgetting about that stupid ordeal…
But then hello hello..on our lab…she starts to tell us that she’s going to put some questions on the board that we should answer.. at first I thought its just a thing that needed to be answered about our experiment that day…then she starts to write all those questions on our evaluation form adding some comments here and there like on number one it asks if the teacher comes in time and all…we gave her I think a 4.5 or something and she being the im-higher-and-i-love-myself-too-much-to-be-evaluated-by-the-likes-of-you wasn’t satisfied..and wrote a comment that was something like ‘when was I late on your class?’ something like that…and we were all like…do we have to answer that…like I said it’s a waste of time energy effort and a very good piece of paper..so I end up writing a basic ‘yes/no’ answer because if I thought if I would let my hand lead the way…well it would really be my demise..she take thing way too seriously and PERSONALY im like whatever…I have hated you before and this just fuels my inferno
This is just one shitty day…to top it all of..i have a frickin’ stiff neck…now I cant even look down without hurting myself..of even those sudden movements…so if any of you knows a really really good remedy on stiff necks tell me….*sigh* I think this is my karma for laughing at those people who cant move because of a stiff neck…why now?why cant it be on Friday…after my soccer try outs…I cant go there with a stiff neck, no shin guards, no soccer shoes [angelica’s gonna lend me one..and thank you for that one dude…really appreciate it..] and worse of all…I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PLAY! Heck I don’t even know how to kick the ball properly…*sigh* but im trying to learn..and im as determined as hell…hmmm now that I think about it there was one good thing that happened…well…now I know trent’s name…but the shitty thing about it is..i forgot…o well…I think ill sleep this all off…hoping for a better tomorrow…
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after12.1.05....
You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after6.1.05....
its mah sister's HBD now..hehe happy 'twenteen' birthday heheheh hope something good will happen or something or i dunno maybe a certain someone would go to your party on the 8th...heheh hoping here :D yeah...goodluck on the graduation and the job thing..hope you'll work on stealers..why?because i know that you love [if not then like] it there hehe do good ate..dito lang ako sa kama sa tabi ng sayo =]
hmmm everybody's getting old...hmmm hope not to soon...they'll miss that fun time of thier lives hehehe do dtay fit and shit and eat right dude
just have to say it...
ok most of us here in the phil is catholic right?then what in the name of heck is going on with all those chain letters about 'if your not ashamed to admit that you love God then pass this message' !? i mean..isnt that a mortal sin? passing a leter to see if you'll see it passed back to you...that sucks dude! dont do taht..hey im not ashamed that i believe in Him and not ashamed to say that i still have my doubts [yes everybody in thief fucked up life doubted thier own religion and from what i've heard its normal...and it is not a sin...(well i think)] but still i would not participate on that stupid 'demonstration' of how you love God...its all up to you anyway...
a friendly reminder...
i dont know if this is true..but i heard that some of the taxi in the phil is actually dangerous....something about rigged meters and the drivers...are lets just say..not actually model citizens..so just beware...look at the plate number [ i think thier required now to put it inside the car(door..dude) for security and shit] and text away...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after3.1.05....
happy birthday pampi! tenchu sa lahat chong! sana marami pang inuman na may ksmang lasing na kumakanta ng hbd sau ang dumating at sana sa isang jan 2 ng buhay mo e andun ako nakikikanta at nakikiinom ng libreng alak heheh hapi hapi hapi beeerrthdeeeii hehehehe ngatz palagi and2 lng ako dude =] ingatz s yosi dude...inde xa kandila hehehhe at nga pla amishu n dude...kayong lahat ng mga taong nasa utak ko kasama ng bene..miss ko na kayu...
one word for this day:headache
or a blur of editing shops and expensive tryc rides
why?well its like this...i woke up 8:45 today [which was very early for me...^_^] and literally jumped out of bed because i was suppose to wake up 2 hours before...my mind was all 'oh crap...stupid phone didnt even rang...bullshit...our spot on meyie's gone now' and my mind was right...we did loose our spot on meyies [an editing shop on bf] so we was forced too look for another shop because from what we heard...the one right after us has 3 tapes to edit [what the fuck?!what kind of play or something is that?! 3 tapes...bullshit] so we went to 'marie'[never knew the name of that editing place...but the girl who did all the editing looks a hell lot like my classmate marie...so there you are..] only to find out that its going to open on 1 pm...so well...i onced asked my sis about this editing place near her friend's house so we went there...only to find out that the guy who knows how to edit has a 'video coverage'[big taym dude hahah!] so they refer us to this guy on another shop called 'portraits' so having nowhere to go [until 1...i think it was only 10 at that time] so we went to atc where i know for a fact that av surfer edits videos and stuff...so we went there...they have something going on so we went to kamera world [i thought ill just digitize our work and ill edit the blasted thing myself..]...and i dont know about you guys but 750 per hour for a simple video to cd transfer is a lil too much...we only have 1,300 [mine's and sha's mind you] so sha ate [i didnt feel like eating...and i wasnt hungry...why?scared shitless for our prelims(the video)] while i just had a glass of water [diet?no...well yeah..but i still eat...its just that im scared and...well i thought that i need that money to commute and stuff...hey editing a video per hour is normaly 500 and sometimes it doesnt inlcude all taht transfer and stuff...] so after eating..we went to marie's [1 n nun...] surprise surprise the place was closed...[shit!were running out of editing place] so we went to this place [after a tryc ride that made us pass the said 'lolo idangs' and a mile walk with that girl who i asked and ignored me..(if you ask me for something..ill do the same...look at you..then talk to someone else...grrrr)] so we went in...at last...salvation..or so we thought...our cam was incompatible with thier stupid software and the video cam that they have doesnt play our tape...so off we went back to mayie's trying our luck...just to be slapped in the ass...hell the place was booked...so off we went to atc...trying to be an optimist..but failing miserebly so we went to av surfer thinking that if ever the place was still booked...illl digitize the stupid thing and ill edit it even if it'll take me the whole night...and then lady luck went back to our side...and stopped tormenting us because kuya chic[av surfer guy] was free so from 3-5 we were just editing..and by five..i kept looking at the clock...why? well i know that time means money at editing...and were i think edging on 3 hours already...so i was so nervous...we only have 1,3 and from what im computing...were already on 1,5 so then after much ado the video was done...and then the hard part...asking the price [inside my head i was already planning on what to do if our money was short] it happened like this:
kami:so kuya magkano po?
kuya:magkano gusto ninyo?
kami:kung para saken na lang...libre![kapal ng muka ko hahah...22o nmn db..kng sau n lng..taena libre n lng]
kuya:*tawa* di magkano ba dala ninyo?
kami:1,3 lang e...
kuya:murmur something...
ako:.....
kuya:ayaw mo pa ata e
ako:anu?magkano?
kuya:800...
ako:wow!tenchu tenchu kuya [mukang prinensentahan ng ginto]
ok im trifty so sue me....and money is always an issue to me....hehehhe so there...the only bad thing...i spend 200 on all that tryc rides....shit...lost all taht money just to learn that you could always be a winner at the end...
magkano ang scanner??
thinking of buying a scanner and joining this deviance art site thing...why?i feel like sharing to the world the things that i drew and all that shit that i could think of...weeeellll i always dreamt of making someone happy with my art...so i think this is a very good start for it =]
im still a hopeless romantic
yes yes...the eternal pessimist is still a hopeless romantic....shit...always expecting something out of this thing called love...hell...nearly cried because of that show called 'surprise weddings' [girl asks thier ill-never-get-married-bf to marry them...that night on national tv] at first i was...'omg..reality shows are loosing thier touch' but then they started all that proposing shit..and it started to melt my heart..then the wedding and all that 'yes' from them and girl proposing..and i nearly cried [keyword:nearly] aw heck...cant deny it now...this pessimist is a hopeless romantic...and damn well proud of it =]
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after2.1.05....
happy new year!!
yep its another year to fool around and cheat death heheh :D no just kidding..another year to celebrate life and just be happy hehe
for me its time to chenge like any other person in this world...i need a change may it come in the form of a new haircut [that im planning to have this year] with the bangs[oh...i could imagine it now...] or something...all i know is i need to change something...and relate more to people and maybe show some emotion other than my usual smirk...yep i think ill like that...and being more outspoken and having a 'the-hell-with-you' attitude..why?because sometimes i think im becoming a little bit considerate of others that it comes to the point that i dont even look out for myself..in short...being selfish about some things in life hehe so may this year be simply happy like all the other years that i have..
dreams....
im recapturing an almost lost dream...im into arts again heheh im sketchign and planning on making some comics or short stories or whatever...i dunno that blog entry by the_paradox inspired me to go after this dream again...i dont want to be like her who just let that dream pass just because of money..i mean yeah youll need money but that doesnt mean that you have to let go of the other thing...its not always either-or because it could also both...like this girl in oprah...she's a doctor by day and dj by night heheh i like to be a animator or even a simple artist...its relaxing and i could imagine myself drawing or painting something...yep...ill like that =]
ill show my comics when im done..and im gonna send it to terrie because she was the one who always pushed me to things like this....doing comics and stuff...and maybe someday..ill get to publish it..heheh my dream about it is endless =]
VCDs
ok one thing that i have learned about sales and christmas money...never ever let us in a movie store in which they sell all those vcd that are 50-100 each...why you ask...because we have a tendency to spend all our money in it..the way i look at it after our friday escapade in the movie store in sm [with all that money from relatives] we'll be watching till we drop hehehe we bought atleast 12 [i think] vcds that are worth 75-99 each...we bought some classic movies like edward scissorhands [that i just got to have...] to weird ones [dreams by akira n. which my sis said was so weird but at the same time so cool] to something more known like blue crush and girl fight [which both are a movie that involves my alter-ego michelle rodriguez hehhehe] but the sad thing is our dvd is whacked....it doesnt play anything...or even turn on to even play one decent cd...bullshit...well i hope that my papa could fix it [he's fixing it right as i speak] so we could watch all taht good movies that we bought =]
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after1.1.05....