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12.1.05

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The chemistry teacher the evaluation and all that fucked up self-love

Ok ok…I know this could mean my own well demise [or doom] on chemistry but it just have to be said…first thing first in our school we have this stupid evaluation thing in which we evaluate our dear [barf here] teacher on how they run things in their respective classes…it pisses me off well mainly because its pointless for me..the only good thing that I get out of it is that we are released early because well this girl comes in with all that paper [such a big waste of all that good paper and trees..] and the teacher smiles and exits gracefully or in some other cases some teachers say some last words for well some better remarks from us….being the lazy students that we are…we just scribble 4-5 randomly or if we hate a particular teacher we inch it a lil bit lower than the usual 3-5 ok….so on with my story

My teacher in chemistry teaches in lasalle main and always thinks she’s all that because of it…but I think the worst thing happened to her when she got the result from our class…what you might ask…well she got a 4.05 from our class which is from what she said is low from her usual 4.5 average [fyi out of 5] so first thing in the morning she talks and talk all about the fact that this is a big disappointment for her because apparently for her she always deserve something better…and im ok dude I get your point…cant we just go on and leave this shit behind because frankly for the first time after my xmas break im actually willing to listen to your blabber..but no she has got to talk and complain about that stupid evaluation and say something like ‘you suck because people in lasalle are like this like that’ and we were all what the fuck? What the hell do we care? You want them so much then go there and teach until you bleed…I mean that’s pointless…I don’t think that she should take it so personally…its just a fricking set of numbers…it not some big shit that could cause your whole world to come crumbling down….anyway so I just ate my curly tops and went my merry little way forgetting about that stupid ordeal…

But then hello hello..on our lab…she starts to tell us that she’s going to put some questions on the board that we should answer.. at first I thought its just a thing that needed to be answered about our experiment that day…then she starts to write all those questions on our evaluation form adding some comments here and there like on number one it asks if the teacher comes in time and all…we gave her I think a 4.5 or something and she being the im-higher-and-i-love-myself-too-much-to-be-evaluated-by-the-likes-of-you wasn’t satisfied..and wrote a comment that was something like ‘when was I late on your class?’ something like that…and we were all like…do we have to answer that…like I said it’s a waste of time energy effort and a very good piece of paper..so I end up writing a basic ‘yes/no’ answer because if I thought if I would let my hand lead the way…well it would really be my demise..she take thing way too seriously and PERSONALY im like whatever…I have hated you before and this just fuels my inferno

This is just one shitty day…to top it all of..i have a frickin’ stiff neck…now I cant even look down without hurting myself..of even those sudden movements…so if any of you knows a really really good remedy on stiff necks tell me….*sigh* I think this is my karma for laughing at those people who cant move because of a stiff neck…why now?why cant it be on Friday…after my soccer try outs…I cant go there with a stiff neck, no shin guards, no soccer shoes [angelica’s gonna lend me one..and thank you for that one dude…really appreciate it..] and worse of all…I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PLAY! Heck I don’t even know how to kick the ball properly…*sigh* but im trying to learn..and im as determined as hell…hmmm now that I think about it there was one good thing that happened…well…now I know trent’s name…but the shitty thing about it is..i forgot…o well…I think ill sleep this all off…hoping for a better tomorrow…

[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]

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