·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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no...its not all gone..there is still hope
my cousin's phone got snatched today..and along with it the pics that i tressure oh so much this past few days...yes the pics of paul artadi and such...oh hell...i know i know...but its not a total lost...i keep on telling myself that i still have my whole life to meet them and take another pic...and yeah i deeply hope that kuya troy still has atleast some of the pics...even if i wasnt really looking or anything....o well those pics will remain in my mind...yep along with the picture of mike cortez and the whole alaska team in ateneo hahhahah :D
im emotionally unstable...and yet i like to believe that im calm and steady all along....hope my mind woulndt have those sudden outburst..like those people i see out there....*sigh*
my head is aching...and i dont know why...oh yeah and im part of the school newspaper...im one of the many cartonist...yeah! one more step toward my dream...though i cant say that im the best [really i cant say taht because i suck at some areas..] i could still say that i work swell enough to be admited to the newspaper...so alls cool and dandy...and im planning on joining the basketball varsity again..hope i could balance it all hahhaha yeah right..it a matter of....food :D
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after28.2.05....
ang gwapo ni artadi
ai sheeet...if you dont know artadi...your missing a lot hahahah and simon and yee...they are so gwapo and talented ahahhahah i love artadi and simon and gec chia [ateneo dati...cge gwapo pro omg!ngayong nakita ko sa personal....ai shet....bow!]
i saw them as in...with the pictures...[which im gonna update a little later on...the pics are on my cousin's phone...sigh] and like really touchy like hell...i just love bene and thier pba events....they rule! hahaha thanks tita aims! you seriously rock!
so im going to post a new one if i have the pics so you could scream and melt thier nose with me hahahhahahhaha :D
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after25.2.05....
BAuAn!
....is the bomb!
heheh we went there for a bio exposure trip thing and it was sooooo cool!
fist we went on this boat ride to go to the fist island for trekking...so it was all cool there was sooo many bamboo! and i dunno maybe its a rainforest kind of thing...but anyway we went there screaming 'bamboo!ingat' [matulis ugn bamboo nasugatan nga yung isa sa kabilang team e] and of course the occasional 'Lambert!lambert' [my classmate is tall and skinny and unfortunately resembles a bamboo] hahhaha though the icky thing about it was the occasional mud along the way and those giant mosquitoes but other than that it was all good :D enjoyed it
then after eating we went on another boat ride to go to our next destination...another island for my very first snorkeling experience hahahah it was sooooo cool! i got to see all that fish and it was sooo cool...so colorful...it was just too beautiful...heheh oh yeah i saw nemo! [the clownfish] and no i didnt touch him because they are all protective and stuff about thier home...one actually kinda went up when i passed it...hell...but all in all it was so cool
so...we all know that there a yin and yang...balance of nature...so after having a blast at bauan...at the bus i got his terrible feeling and not long after a fever hit me hard...if it wasnt for the joke [joke time...one bus more than 50 corny students kuya clint and all those facilitators...oh hell....] times and that oh so wonderful raspberry tea from starbucks...i think up to about 3 days ill be shivering and shit...thank starbucks!
so after my bauan trip i went straight to etivac for my cuz's bday...nothing unusuall...except that i played baseball for the very first time...cool hahahhahah i sucked at it really...couldnt hit the ball properly even if my life depended on it...though i did get the hang of it after a few lousy swing and running hehehhe and i think we started a new trend to etivac...ok baseball is in hahahhaha :D what a weekend...it was a weekend of first hehehhe :D
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after24.2.05....
im dead tired...and yet i still want to go out hahahah
ok last night was weird...first i went to watch the phantom of the opera which is the bomb...i got all teary eyed and shit *sigh* its really a must watch movie..
then when i was about to go home...i met my sis' friends [ja and spence and of course kat] so they talked to me and wouldnt let go not until i go with them [because as they say my sis is coming to so why not right?] and lure me in with the promise of a go nuts donuts spree on west gate...so i went with them...
then on westgate we went to watch southborder and shall i say that i just adoreee them though i didnt show it that much considering that...well i forgot why but my sister and her friends shared[or shall i say shouted] all thier affections for those guys heheh and even got to touch duncan's hand [which was way too cool]
so after much talking and stuff about the concert and our next destination then suddenly had this big idea of going to tagaytay [which is a 1 hour drive from where we are] just to drink some coffee...and so we did and arrived home by i think it was 3....sigh what a night
so i woke up today at i think 11 or something only to jump and curse ever so loudly because im soooo late for a rehearsal for a filipino thing...so i ran [well drive] as fast as i could manage [and being the sloth that i am...well you get the point] and stayed at school until i think 2 go to atc to meet pao...we just walked around...hangout and ate those wonderful cake [35 pesos] and really just hanged out and yet..i still got tired...sigh... i think i really need to rest...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after12.2.05....
cha, we'll start with the second card you picked, The Star.
This card symbolizes hope and possibility. You are currently experiencing a moment when your greatest wish will come true. There is a great love, given and received, that is illuminating the meaning of your life. Getting this card in this position may be a sign of great...
ok this is cool...hope is cool and so is the thing about the great love and all...hope its true...oh yeah im kinda wondering what's that wish thats about to become a reality...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after6.2.05....
upon doing this..i heard a song entitled 'you dont know me' and all of a sudden i felt weird all over..like i wanna pee or something and every part of my body is tingling..like my only outlet is my tears...but then i didnt cry and endured that song..i dunno..i think these were those rare momments that something really touched me that deep...now.im all senti and stuff...why...i duno...dont even know the frickin lyrics and im all touched...maybe its that voice..i dunnooooo
what a day for my stomach....
ughhh..just thinking about it makes my tummy wanna do flip flops like hell....imagine this: for lunch i ate lasagna,kfc chicken,munchkins,some lechon kawali and of course some lays [hbd ni mabel kla juli] while we were there we watched cannibal something a documentary about cannibals...and oh shit...all those food were all threatening to come out of my very own system...so after much ado...dinner came [had dinner at town with my family because it was my sis' graduation earlier] so i ate rice [ohh just love that chinese resto rice..i think its called yang chow] some fried noodles and chicken with a touch of lemon...sigh and to think that i was planning on going on with the 7 day thing....
happy
heheh we played tekken and patintero [c/o me...doi] i dunno just kinda noglistic about things...hei it was fun...everybody was laughing and just running around like a weird person running for his/her own life hahahha it was majorly fun :D oh yeah and tekken on ps2 is so cool especially the graphics..hey even those cheerer were kind of detailed heheh it was sooo cool...made me think of being a designer again...shit..
drawing
so i suck...i know it...i cant even make one person look like the one that im drawing...shit..thats all i have..so im planning on investing on stuff....oh yeah juli's brodar is an architech and i was so amazed with all those blue prints and i was ooh-ing and ahh-ing like heck heheh and once again those i want to be someone pop into mind...i really did want to be an architech..i was just wither too kind or too chicken...whatever it is...its still my fault..so im standing by my decision....
so every minute one mosquito gets away with my blood so...im gonna stop typing...and start covering up and trying to sleep...oh yeah....which phone is better:nokia 6610i, 7260,samsung e600, e310, sony k500i...so which is is???
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after6.2.05....
what a crappy day....
bullshit...first my pe dance thing was crap [started good and ended like a big hell] then in my most wasted state i saw my crush [who happened to be kickin with that suit] then that bio thing that sucks...[the minutes just kept on lagging...and i cant make it move any more faster] then the thing when i went to bene to hitch a ride with my mom only to find out that they already left...[so i wasted about 50] and now i think my other prospect just dropped a bomb on my moment of capturing him...oh shit....what a jolly good day
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after4.2.05....
hey i missed telling all the people in the world about the shits in my life...so here i am..
hey proud! *slap*
ok first thing that i just need to say...someone unconciouslly slapped me...not literally...but its more on a personal emotional thing...how?well it goes like this:
frnd:oi cha may crush k b dito?
me:oo nmn...sa section...
frnd:ow?anu?
me:*that pissed off look with the 'duh look'* duh
so there i dont think she meant to say it or something...its like it just flew out of her...and it pissed me off for a while..knowing that the slip of tounge is one of the most honest thing someone could say...sucks...i'd like to drop them smack on the middle of a girl's basketball league just to learn a thing or two about the thing that they're accusing me...it sucks really im a proud girl thank you very much
crush
ok ive been crushing on this guy on school...just sharing hehehehe he's trent and i get that silly smile again whenever i see him although i try not to look like it when he's around and yes i like to think that he doesnt know me..hhehehhehe shux..what the fuck will i do if he already knows that ive been crushin on him...oh shit...
love problems
yes...there's many problems around especially about love...and somehow...i know one or two people that's involved...and someone said that im lucky that im not experiencing all those problems...and im like yeah right...your suffering and someone already cried on my shoulders and i cant do anything about it...its frustrating actually..just sitting there helpless for you dont know what to say..but yeah on the other side im lucky...cuz im not experiencing that 'cant-breathe-pain' so i dunno...ill try to help...hoping for the best
mental shutdown....
ive been having this mental shutdown on school in which i just stare blankly at someone or something and just go blank...and i mean blank...*sigh* i think i need a break from it all...where's the beach when you need one?
virus
my account in our pc has a virus..the type that i cant open any of the shortcut in my desktop...so im opting on trying to save some of my files...and deleting the whole account and just try to save some...oh shit i sure hope i could save the pictures...all that memories
im a star!
im some news about baron g. who happened to hit another car or something...and he kept on talking all proud and everything about it...he kept on speaking in english and acting like he owns the world...and im like what the fuck are you trying to prove you nimwit?!just because your a fucked up star or something like it doesnt mean that your above everyone...your just like me...the one person that's just a blip on the radar that's life...shit you still bleed if i put a knife on that proud chest of yours...shit...stupid guy
death...
people have lately been touched or worst [in some case] captured by death..it got me thinking about death and happiness...i think that life is too short to just frolick around it and just sit around and wait until death comes and take you away...so im trying to be happy now...hoping that when the time comes...im cool with it...ive lived a meaningful life for me :D
oh yeah one more thing...the child i think is the happiest person there is...why?because in thier eyes there is no limit to thier simple joy..and i like that idea...maybe that's why im a deep thinker with the spirit of a child...and i like being one...simple things makes me smile...and even if you [you know who you are dude] wouldnt like it..then fuck of ayt?i wont fuck up your p** sessions so lay off my happiness =]
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after2.2.05....