·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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ok ok..as promised...
it happened like this...on the 23rd of march we went to the beach and stayed up to 7 something...and for the fear of encountering some kind of creepy crawling shits on the field [palayan in short...shortcut un papuntang beach smen hehe cool nuh?] we opted to pass the street...and expose our wet self to the people in there..and it just so happens that my ex [glenn] was one of those people who decided that it was too hot inside for that night...and he happened to see me and my cousins pass by [with us talking about airplane turbulance..and that feeling when your riding the stupid flying thing]
so that's it...he tried to call me [i think...i was actually detached from my phone because duh..i was wet and all] and after getting the sufficient load to ask who was that person who miss called[ hey..i didnt know it was him in the first place] i finally fixed it up...and now were 'friends'
im ok with taht...all i can say is at last...*sigh stupid pride got in the way...yet sometimes i still want to kick his sorry lil ass...but then again...i dont care...haha whatever...
oh yeah..i did saw him on the fri parade with olah [yes..i know] and at first..i was shocked [i thought i already saw him...imagine my face when i saw the real him pass me by some momment later] then the neutral blah blah state....then the most ackward part is when they stood beside me..it was so weird because somehow i wanted to nod and acknowledge them and yet..hey im the ex..and that's just weird...
hehe o well thats life...and trisha may be right...in this case...on the other one....well bahala ba si batman!
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after29.3.05....
closure
at long last..a closure..sure it took so long for me to get that..but atleast after what? a year..i got mine...in hope to leave it behind me....glenn[my ex] is now my 'friend' so anyway...thats all for now..the details...well im tired right now...i just came from the province..and im..dizzy for some reason....
well ciao!
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after27.3.05....
ive been emotional lately..
and from a talk that i had this afternoon i cant help it to really feel dumb..ive let something pass me by...and i was the one who always say that you shouldnt let anything pass you by...waaahhhh
i know im stupid...for a thing that i didnt meant on doing..and here i am...trying to undo it all...hoping in some way..to take it all back....why must i be a martyr...i once said to a friend taht never let go of a happy momment that is presenting itself for you..what a joke...all along i was the one that let go...for some alternate reason...sorry about that dude...that's all i could say...
i once asked someone...'if you have anything in the world that you want to take back..or any moment that you want to take back..what would it be?'
and you know what? he answered 'nothing...'
i know it not a big deal but once you think of the things clearly...you'll see that he's the kind of person thats ok with anything that comes..because he made taht decision...me...well im jealous of taht mind set that he has...i dont want to regret something taht i have let go..and yet i cant...and that is whats bothering me so much lately..heck i cant even think sometimes...i have to drown my thoughts in the only thing i could see that could do that...music..thank god for that...
hail to the gods of music...
i dont want to think about it...but somethimes my friend is possesive of something that he/she doesnt even own...and yet...ill just try to overlook that fact...and let go..it the right thing to do right?
gago ba sila?! iba ata ang pagmamahal ko sa sarili ko - pao my twin
sana ako den ganun.....
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after18.3.05....
im counting the days till im with my beloved beach ahhaha :D
were going to galera and im wishing and hoping that i could earn enough money to go...hey i need to savor my very last summer vacation bacause after that it's all trying to stay afloat in the nursing bussiness...fuck...
neiwey...ive watched e tu mama tambien...if anyone knows anything about this movie..well all i can say is...diego luna is uber hot :D
ive been having this weird momment in my life that i just cant sleep and i just want to think...about somethings...someone...some other things weeeeiiii....i think im getting all worked up over something...as bamboo said in one of his lss-ish songs... 'i dont want to wait in vain for your love'
leave my mind alone...i still have....2 test days to go...and 1 semi-defense...and an upcomming arguement with a gay english teacher....[you all know who that is...]
oh yeah...the picture almost forgot...here it is:
neiwey go to: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v236/cHa_12/wall.jpg for a bigger view :D
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after17.3.05....
hi jess :D text n lng kta s smart :D
yes i am stressed out...thank you for asking
waaahhh im tired...and i mean tired..i cant harly find the time to blog...oh shit...so what happened you ask..well first there was this english defense thing which i really find to be tremendously stressful because well i don tlike public speaking..though were due on tue morning [pray for my sanity] im still stressing about it..
then there's that socio paper that i thought would be easy considering that my supposed to be topic was basketball then my teacher saw this..and turned it to sipa ^____^ so mi stuck on interviewing some pe teachers..and im still trying to reach mam anji...shet...but that was all good...im on a smoothe ride with my socio paper...but then there's the presentation for that and i think im gonna die...
pe..i hate boogie! now i know why they call that monster 'the boogie man' i hate penguins...especially the one who looks like a play doh...agghhhh
filipino is becoming a hassle..im gonna be a lead role..in which i would be a mistreated sister..something like cinderella...im not really fond of the fairly tale thing..so im not liking it..and the fact that im gonna play it...live...shit..hope i wont fail my friends
Biochem is one big hassle in my life..i hate it! fuck that stupid subject...we had that long quiz again..and once again my head turned to jelly...and aggghhh stupid enzymes
biology report...in which i became public humiliation specimen #1...well its like this..my classmate said that we should recopy the handout that our prof was giving to the other class..and i was like yeah whatever [though deep down..i was felling..weird like something was bound to happen] and recopied it..so when we were reporting..when i was about togo and be on my merry little way..i was suddenly stopped and asked to read the very saem thing that i recoppied..and my prof [once she saw her hand out on the wall ] had this ohh-your-dead-look so i did what i was instructed to de..to just read the stpid thing..so when i was finished...our prof bombarded me with questions [and my groupmaters didnt even bother on helping me] and i was left there tring to answer those question only to embarass myself on the end..agghh...after that i didnt felt like talking or much less report so like a robot i just mechanically continued...
agghh..my head is already spinning...and i dont think it would stop..not ntil the time that i answer that very last question on my last test...god help us...
on the lighter side of my life...were painting our room [one wall] a beach scene :D i painted our door with the surf board details and tiki and all :D oh yeah love being an artist..here are some pics...courtesy of my new phone :D
yep i did that :D hahaha career!
sister and her palm tree
lil sis and her bonnet
days before...
another days before shot
continuation of the days before....
its done now...but still ahvent upload the stupic pics..so yeah just look out for it so yeah tahts it.im sleepy....
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after9.3.05....
teledrama!!
i could say that this day was one of the most worst in my life...it was all good on the morning then disaster stiked on our lab...first there was this gas leakage thing and the thing went ablaze...i mean maaaan! my classmates ran and kinda panicked and screamed and all [me i was there sittting..then just looking..not minding that it may blow up any minute] luckily one of my classamte, pop suddenly felt that adrenaline and hero stuff in him and ran to the gas outlet to shut it down...my other classmate abby was crying and all because her bag [lacoste..pink :D] that was given to her by her bf..almost got crisp..so yeah on with the experiment which by the way took like a million years to finish...why?because we have to get 100 ml of this yeast extract...and its one painfull drop to another..it was soooo slow....sometimes i just want to shake that thing..anyway...after the fire incident..low and behold another one started..but now knowing that all we have to do is to be calm and turn off the outlet..so yeah...
then of course our faithful IT class..dammit..what a waste of time and money...so anyway...my mind was already becomign more and more numb because i was trying to prepare it for the test later on...[which thankfully didnt happened taht day...or oh hell] but then again fate brought me another quiz which might i say was hard considering that i dont know anything....
so on the middle of the quiz well there goes our luck again...M was caught cheating [papers exchange with A] and she cried [a lot from what i was told] outside thinking that she'll get expelled or something..then her bf, P suddenly rushed out to comfort the poor girl, then a few minutes later he came runnign back to the room screaming something like: 'tangina mo! di mo ba ko kilala?!sasagasaan kita! tignan mo ginawa mo! [points to his gf who was crying and trying to hold him back] wag na wag kang lalabas mamaya!" and i swear i think if the girl wasnt there i think he could have punched the living daylights out of the poor guy [kuya m. who hapened to be the assistant on the com lab] sigh so our teacher who happened to be a very very kind person [letting us copy and all if we want to...just be discreet about it :D] and wasnt plannign on reporting anything to the prefect..was forced to do so hearing all those nasty and threatenign words from the guy..hey they were just looking out for each other...right?
so after that telanovella thing on the it room..we had to go back to the lab to finish what we have started..and when we got there our 50 ml and slowly but surely going higher yeast something suddenly dropped to 20..we were so frustrated...i mean its just a fucking liquid that stinks to high heavens..so why get ours when we all know that we all had the same amount of matterials and time...fuck...so in a desperate attemp to finish it we used i think 5 funnels at the same time [from the very good people from the other group] so we could get 80 ml..fast...but later on dye to the absence of a lighter...we end up not doing the experemnt..and dumping it all im the sink...grrrr
so anyway im just tahnkful that i didnt brought tha thing [whatever it is] home...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after9.3.05....
ok i have a new phone..its a sony k700i
its so cool it has all the thing that i really want :D mp3, radio and cam cool ayt hehehhe though on the first day that i brought it to school it got confiscated and all because of well my addiction to the radio ahhahah :D and along with it [i got it on fri(today) and it got confiscated on wed...] and my parents [well hopefully] didnt knew a thing about it..or im toast....
so all you people...you could now reach me again with just those little things that just couldnt detach itself from your hands hehehhe :D
sarap sabihin ng 'oi oo cge text mo na lang ako' hahahha
ok about the love life...all i can say is:
one and only you
parokya ni edgar
it took one look
and forever layed out in front of me
one smile and i died
only to be revived by you
there i was thought
i have everything figured out
just to show just how much i know
about the way life plays out
i take one step away
and i find myself coming back
to you
my one and only you
now i know
that i know nothing at all
except the fact that i am yours
and you are mine
oh they told me that this wouldnt be easy
and oh im not one to complain
i take one step away
and i find myself coming back
to you my one and only one and only
i take one step away
and i find myself coming back
to you my one and only one and only
one and only you
ok something that i have been keeping...hahah how idiotic right?hope its not too late...stupid cha...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after4.3.05....