·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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i saw this on my desktop..i think i was supposed to post this or something but forgot...it was dated april 7 so...read away =]
i just have to say say this...you know that weird feeling taht whenever your talking to someone and you think of someone else....well i always have those kind of momment that whenever i talk to someone that i like i kinda compare them to someone else...but then something happened to me today...while i was talking to someone i think i alrady like...i never thought of anyone else...i just thought of him...the one that im really talking to...the present..not someone from the past or the imaginary future...but i just thought of him and all those silly shit that we were talking about...eventhough i was in panicked for my lil world taht happens to be closing in on me...and making it harder and harder to breathe..i felt like i was stuck...stuck like a deer with those fucking headlights presuring me on what the fuck that i should do....yeah...in that momment of light...would you flee?
someone asked me if i like this one person..and i automatically said yes..i do...and it strucked me...what the fuck are you saying?are you just saying that?to make them happy or any shit like that...or is it because you really do..and it just came out as naturally as spit somes out when someone screams...then as you reflect..yes you do like him...but not like how you like the other one...and you cant somehow compare them...because its unfair...and they are two different person...and you cant just gauge your feeling for them just like that...lets just see how god plays with my destiny...
everything comes in pairs...maybe that's why theres something that is called free will or choices....but what sucks is when you have to chose from two different person which both have the same pros and cons...i cant elaborate much further on the said subject in hope to save atleast some face that could be usesd to face each...and yet fuck...i have to think on this...'choose one...or risk losding both'
cigarette is bad for your health...but good for some emotional illness....
such as craving...or blocking the sound of a voice...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after22.4.05....