·cHa_12·
·right now im feeling...
aka:cHa|chatoh|charisse|chic¤
loves to play basketball¤optimistic?
¤cheerful¤bubbly?¤
childlish¤hates school hehe Ü
¤slow...=þ¤loves the
number 12[duuuhh]¤always[?]infatuated
never inlove...;)¤confused¤observant
¤addicted to candy[anykind]
¤LOVES to eat¤
and will eat almost anything in sight hehe
¤quiet when uncomfortable¤likes
boys hihi ;]¤sweet to anyone..i think
¤im cute! hey
its my blog...let me do my thing hehe
¤i think im nice...kinda..i dunno
¤insomiac¤artistic
¤always smiling¤carefree!
¤not a responsible student hehe¤
boorkworm..hehe¤matalas ang dila hahaha!¤
i suck at english!¤not easily afraid¤
strong outside but actually sensitive..¤
hopeless romantic¤a typhical libra¤
a die hard iverson fan!!¤simple¤quiet¤
easily ammused¤loves to draw,and i think im good¤
hypeeeerrrr haha!jke!¤i love my friends and i treasure them o so much
¤opinionated¤i dont know how to relase my anger[i think ill
die from this one day eheh]¤punkrock princess¤
chocoholic¤always behing the looking glass¤
angelic?devilish?¤always broke¤
always concerned¤
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cant stop myself...
me: anong fave gift n mo n nakuha mo?khit knino nangaling...khit s mami mo..
him: ikaw
me: ako?anong ako?gift n bigay ko?ano dun?ha??
him: ikaw, dhil nabuhay ka
me: [smiles] ang corny mo
yeah one of the many reason why i love that guy heheh ÜÜÜmaximo
i was really really looking forward to watching 'ang pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros' but then i think the world is against it so they stopped me..really i think the worlds against me when it comes to maximo oliveros..
first, it was released to the local cinemas at the certain time that i also have my prelims exam
second, on wed i was really planning on watching themovie but then again i thought, whats more important?my friend who i havent seen for a very very long time or a movie? hehe no brainer right?but then something happened..she had so many things to do so she cant come...at that time, i thought..ok..so i could just watch it tommorow and all would be cool again
but then again...it was gone and the theater taht once hold that special movie, is showing 'hari ng sablay' i think...and all i can think of is
damn
just like heaven
first of...id like to say i think...i have watched too many chick flick in my lifetime that i got to the point that im tired of seeing all the same shit that they well present to the people...you know those all so predictable moment..sigh...and i was really expecting a lot from this movie...
Another Beach Bum slept after16.12.05....
break muna!
this is my second break from studying..and i shouldnt be doing this really...considering that i have atleast 5 chapters to still read and well kind of try to input to my already 'sabaw' brain ahhahah ÜÜ i just want to do something more relaxing [hell i think almost anything is more relaxing than planning and trying to study at the same time..yeah multi tasking sucks] at some point this night before i well bite the book and try to literally digest everything [sigh]
on the other sde of my life...
ive been addicted to your tube lately because i saw it as a way to watch anime..yeah im not out of taht addiction yet..and i dont think i would ever be out of it..because it makes me happy...i dunno...im a kid...im still a kid Ü
sixth sense
yeah and i just watched "the sixth sense" today [wel i think thats the name of the movie] the i-see-dead-people stuff heheh i literally stopped when that scene came..heheh it was the movie's defining moment ahhahah joke anyway i almost cried...because there was this particular scene where the kid tries to tell his mom that he sees dead people and he said taht sometimes his grandma would visit him and tell him somethings...there was this one statement that really did struck me:
'one day you went to her grave and said something...grandma said that 'yes,everyday' what did you asked mom?'
'[cries] i asked if i made her proud..'
yeah i know kinda lame but hell i almost cried..i dunno its those things that you forgot to take back or those simple things that you cant do anymore that makes death a little harder to accept...
from the forgotten 'i love you's
to the simple waking up and smiling as you make your daily cup of coffee that yould surely miss...
so yeah it got me thinking about living life to the fullest...ill bring that do something that scares you-everyday thing that i onced plan to i dunno live life...and im thinking of the things that scare me..and i now im planning on how i would try and wiggle myself into doing this my first one:
telling how you feel at that particular moment...no more hiding..[just a slight thinking sure..]no more trying to make that 'calm down first' excuse that i often use...
wish me luck >.<
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after13.12.05....
i cant read
yeah honestly well i can duh..how else can i write this ryt?what im talking about is reading people..
why you say? well frankly its kind of weird thing that i do to well try and evaluate the people around me...i know its not good to try ang judge and shit but hell sometimes you cant really blame me if i try to take care of my stupid self and try to look at things at this point of view in which i could carefeully plan my moves as to not aggrivate anyone in my path...dont want the world to hate me now would i?
but what pisses me off sometimes is the fact that sometimes i dont like what i read or see...so i just try to dismiss it as nothing but then 10 sec later..it would still hang in my head..and ill have to think about it all over again and
..be sorry...for what i did...or didnt do....or the way i acted at that time that caused this shit and paranoia fucked up thing thats well..like i said..hanging in my head right now...
try as i might to try and not to hurt anyone...sometimes i become a little more human-like and act before i think or in this particular case..speak before i think...
and that particullar reading came to me a second too late...just when i sensed that it would cause something...
thats more lethal...
for something thats not said now...
is bound to bite your ass a little later in life...
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after13.12.05....
who took my pencil?
i saw this wonderful wonderful pic [art] ub deviant art..it was made by one of my fave artist there,azusphere...he made this picture of a girl for thier school mag..and i was omg..you could see the laughter and all that shit in her eyes..and that made me to think,why cant i do that?why cant i have this art teacher that somehow scolds me to do a more realistic drawings instead of all that anime stuff that i do...and shit..why cant i feel like i could draw freely? like i used to feel when i was a kid...like i knew that this thing that im doing..would be one of the last thing that im going to do before i die..that i would live through it...it would be my life...but then again
im holding a needle now..and the pencil that i once built my future with..is nowhere to be found..
[i try to fool myself to think ill be alright]
Another Beach Bum slept after11.12.05....